Archive for January, 2010

Jan
29
2010

When you have the will
You learn to forgive and to forget
You have to -
Collect the broken pieces and
Humble Hearted
Stand up from the place where you hide
If I wouldn’t know to miss anything
It couldn’t hurt me no more
Mistakes taught to build life
From the ashes, that fell down to ground
Without any pain it wouldn’t be the same
Experiences [...]

Jan
28
2010

All those crazy nights when I cried myself to sleep
Now melodrama never makes me weep anymore
‘Cause I haven’t got time for the pain
I haven’t got room for the pain
I haven’t the need for the pain
Not since I’ve known you
You showed me how, how to leave myself behind
How to turn down the noise in my mind
Now [...]

Jan
26
2010

As I contemplate the next year of my life I have a mixture of emotions/thoughts/concerns over the changes that are coming. Sometime in March, my room mate of the past 3 years is moving out upon my request. It will be the first time I’m having to stand on my own 2 feet again since [...]

Jan
25
2010

Just when I’m ready to get back into the groove again of rebuilding my business, I seem to always be hitting road blocks – namely my job. I like my job, but its only supposed to be one shift a week so I can concentrate on my business. Unfortunately, since about Thanksgiving, its been non-stop [...]

Jan
20
2010

Music soothes my soul, inspires me to keep fighting and moving forward. When I’m Back On My Feet Again by Michael Bolton is one of those songs.

Gonna break these chains around me
Gonna learn to fly again
May be hard, may be hard
But I’ll do it
When I’m back on my feet again
Soon these tears will all [...]

Jan
20
2010

At school I continued with the pattern of skipping classes, caught smoking and drinking in school and getting after school detentions for my punishment which of course I would skip out of also, which in turn would result in me getting thrown into in-school suspension for days on end. I loved the in-school suspension because [...]

Jan
19
2010

21 Years Ago Today, I gave birth via Emergency C-section to a baby girl who has grown up to be one of the most incredible people I have ever known. I am proud to call her my daughter and my friend. Wise way beyond her years, filled with hope, love, compassion and understanding. She is [...]

Jan
18
2010

These 2 designs I attribute to the inspiration provided by a friend of mine during a chat session – Beware of what you say, you never know when it might be twisted to become a new shirt – LOL
Cat: I Am Who I Am Your Approval Isn’t Required
Cat: I Am The Exception To The Rules!

Jan
18
2010

When I was 15 years, I met a man who befriended me, that profoundly impacted my life and was my lifeline to getting through the rest of my high school years. He moved in down the road from me into a house that I used to babysit some little kids at. He was going through [...]

Jan
17
2010

I went to church every Sunday, the only one in the family that did after awhile. My Sister had grown up and moved out, My Brother pretty much quit going after he went through the required Confirmation in 9th grade and my parents square danced every Saturday Night and returned home pretty late — Mom [...]