Life Is A Highway but I’m stuck in a Traffic Jam!
I’ve been a bit on the quiet side here lately as a few friends have made note to mention to me – I haven’t really had much to say that wouldn’t come off as totally negative as I’m beginning to really hate this limbo I feel myself in. Ready to move on but stuck playing the waiting game, getting more and more irritated with the little things.
This is the first week I’ve had a lot of time on my hands when i should have been focusing on building my business, but unable to focus on doing so because of constant distractions that I can’t yet eliminate. I kind of wish I had been working all week at the job instead but I’m back to my regular 2 shifts a week for a bit. Until I’m needed again to fill in for someone else.
Room mate said he’d be gone by now – but he hit a roadblock in his efforts to leave. So I spent my time preparing mentally & emotionally for an event that is going to forever change my life once again and then it doesn’t happen. Its a let down in so many ways.
I’m normally an extremely patient person, but I’m finding my patience is wearing thin, I’m on edge, I want to sleep a lot since I don’t have the job to go to that enables me to get away and have the time fly by so much faster.
My creativity has been stifled a bit because of the limbo but I did start building a new web site that I believe holds a lot of promise if I could just FOCUS on what I need to do. I’ve been listening to a lot of classical music with violin soloists of course – tis my favorite after all. If I only had a 10th of Heifetz’s talent what a different life I might have lead 
I’ve also made a few new T-shirt designs which i think speaks volumes about my current state of mind – LOL:
