Archive for Personal

Apr
6
2010

I had an absolutely fabulous night tonight, Thanks to 2 incredibly wonderful friends. I Love You Both! What a fantastic way to start my vacation from the job. Started out meeting them at the bowling lanes where my daughter was bowling and they were also and we went to dinner at Tully’s. I had crab [...]

Apr
3
2010

I welcome the sunshine and the warmth as spring continues to emerge. The flowers peaking up, the leaves starting to bud. It makes one feel great to be alive! I spent the day blowing leaves and other yard clean up. Grilled chicken outside for dinner and had a fabulous day. Unfortunately the winds came in [...]

Apr
2
2010

I Am Changing… With Freedom, Comes Empowerment and by being Empowered, I am in more control of My Life, Myself, My Actions. Everyday a new step through my journey to becoming the woman I want to be. The one who has been hidden and silent on the outside but screaming inside to be let out. [...]

Mar
31
2010

Its now been 3 weeks since the room mate left. I miss him at times still – the companionship we shared. Soon he will be back online so we can at least be online friends, i will like that – but I must admit, i still feel that it was the right move to make [...]

Mar
27
2010

Last night while chatting with a guy I’ve known for years he started to try and pressure me into meeting him. It was already 1:30 am, I had just had my shower and was ready to go to sleep. While I would ordinarily love to go out and meet him and spend time with him, [...]

Mar
10
2010

The day I dreamed of is now here, but to get here I had to lose something along the way. As much as I wanted to celebrate my freedom yesterday when he moved out, it was not in my heart to do so. I know and accept that this is the way it had to [...]

Feb
13
2010

I’ve been a bit on the quiet side here lately as a few friends have made note to mention to me – I haven’t really had much to say that wouldn’t come off as totally negative as I’m beginning to really hate this limbo I feel myself in. Ready to move on but stuck playing [...]

Feb
4
2010

Day by day I feel myself strengthening now, the decisions made for the next path I have chosen to take in my life. It is amazing how empowering making decisions to take back full control of your life can be. Releasing myself bit by bit from the self imposed bondage I had put myself under [...]

Feb
3
2010

In 1979 I was in 9th grade, the year Kermit made popular the song The Rainbow Connection from The Muppet Movie. I immediately fell in love with the song. It is one of those songs that gave me hope – that someday I would find what I was looking for. 1979 was a year filled [...]

Feb
2
2010

Looks like my new future is going to be beginning earlier than expected. My roommate is planning on moving out within the next couple weeks, just a matter of making his final arrangements, he found a place to live. Strangely enough in the same exact house he lived in when he moved in with me [...]