I was surprised to see tonight that i hadn’t written anything in 6 weeks. Then of course I had to think back as to what has been going on over the last 6 weeks that kept me from posting my thoughts here. Basically its because I once again had lost my equilibrium in my life. [...]
Sometimes I wish I had a crystal ball that could tell me what the future would bring for me, for my kids. Then I am reminded that It’s the journey and not the destination that really matters. I’ve met a couple of really neat people lately both because of my job. It’s fun and exciting [...]
It’s 1:00am and I sit here in the dark with tears streaming down my face. Disappointed, Frustrated, Furious and Saddened by my Mother and her inability to comprehend that my youngest daughters Graduation party is supposed to be a celebration of her achievements and her parents for successfully completing raising her to “adulthood” and her [...]
Ok So I Know a few of you are cursing me out for not updating this since the 9th – But I’m officially on vacation from the job and I’ve been busy learning new tricks with the graphics program that I use – Corel PaintShop Photo X3. If you are ever in need of some [...]
I had an absolutely fabulous night tonight, Thanks to 2 incredibly wonderful friends. I Love You Both! What a fantastic way to start my vacation from the job. Started out meeting them at the bowling lanes where my daughter was bowling and they were also and we went to dinner at Tully’s. I had crab [...]
I welcome the sunshine and the warmth as spring continues to emerge. The flowers peaking up, the leaves starting to bud. It makes one feel great to be alive! I spent the day blowing leaves and other yard clean up. Grilled chicken outside for dinner and had a fabulous day. Unfortunately the winds came in [...]
I Am Changing… With Freedom, Comes Empowerment and by being Empowered, I am in more control of My Life, Myself, My Actions. Everyday a new step through my journey to becoming the woman I want to be. The one who has been hidden and silent on the outside but screaming inside to be let out. [...]
Its now been 3 weeks since the room mate left. I miss him at times still – the companionship we shared. Soon he will be back online so we can at least be online friends, i will like that – but I must admit, i still feel that it was the right move to make [...]
Last night while chatting with a guy I’ve known for years he started to try and pressure me into meeting him. It was already 1:30 am, I had just had my shower and was ready to go to sleep. While I would ordinarily love to go out and meet him and spend time with him, [...]
The day I dreamed of is now here, but to get here I had to lose something along the way. As much as I wanted to celebrate my freedom yesterday when he moved out, it was not in my heart to do so. I know and accept that this is the way it had to [...]
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