Archive for The Present

Mar
10
2010

The day I dreamed of is now here, but to get here I had to lose something along the way. As much as I wanted to celebrate my freedom yesterday when he moved out, it was not in my heart to do so. I know and accept that this is the way it had to [...]

Feb
13
2010

I’ve been a bit on the quiet side here lately as a few friends have made note to mention to me – I haven’t really had much to say that wouldn’t come off as totally negative as I’m beginning to really hate this limbo I feel myself in. Ready to move on but stuck playing [...]

Feb
4
2010

Day by day I feel myself strengthening now, the decisions made for the next path I have chosen to take in my life. It is amazing how empowering making decisions to take back full control of your life can be. Releasing myself bit by bit from the self imposed bondage I had put myself under [...]

Feb
2
2010

Looks like my new future is going to be beginning earlier than expected. My roommate is planning on moving out within the next couple weeks, just a matter of making his final arrangements, he found a place to live. Strangely enough in the same exact house he lived in when he moved in with me [...]

Jan
26
2010

As I contemplate the next year of my life I have a mixture of emotions/thoughts/concerns over the changes that are coming. Sometime in March, my room mate of the past 3 years is moving out upon my request. It will be the first time I’m having to stand on my own 2 feet again since [...]

Jan
25
2010

Just when I’m ready to get back into the groove again of rebuilding my business, I seem to always be hitting road blocks – namely my job. I like my job, but its only supposed to be one shift a week so I can concentrate on my business. Unfortunately, since about Thanksgiving, its been non-stop [...]

Jan
19
2010

21 Years Ago Today, I gave birth via Emergency C-section to a baby girl who has grown up to be one of the most incredible people I have ever known. I am proud to call her my daughter and my friend. Wise way beyond her years, filled with hope, love, compassion and understanding. She is [...]

Dec
31
2009

New Year – New Beginnings, I’ve never put down in words any New Years Resolutions in the past and figured what the heck – perhaps its time to start so it gives me a place to look back to Next Year in order to see the progress I’ve made in my journey through this life [...]

Nov
26
2009

On this day of giving Thanks I decided I should write my own list of 15 things I’m Thankful For Today.